hello son i havent been very well because it isnt long for your 23rd birthday i am crying alot about you i carnt under stand why i lost you an your three brothers was ok an all the doctors do give me tables an it is not going take you my darling son out my mind i dont go out eny more i am in my bed room 24 7 i love an miss you so much love from your broken hearted mommy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxooooooooooooooo